random thoughts.

why cant we just go back to the day when we first met and restart this relationship over instead of having this awkwardness between us. or just undo that friday night cuz thats what started the tension.

sometimes i feel unappreciated.

still tryna get my life on track.
trying to find a balance between school, friends, family, internship &kappa.

still figuring how to manage my time.

sometimes i feel like i have nothing to do but in reality i have a lot of work to do.

school is arrite even though it just seems like a routine now
i dont feel excited to go to school anymore but then again its school
is anyone ever excited to go to school? didnt think so.

thinking of majoring in ASIAN AMERICAN STUDIES and minoring in business.

i need to stop throwing my clothes all over the place in my room and start keepin my room tidy.

im glad i didnt choose to go to school that far from home so i can visit my fam on the weekends. i been home every weekend since school started except once. is that bad? im not homesick, its just me visiting my fam cuz im that familyoriented.

why do i make things so hard on myself
it seems like i make such a big deal out of little situations
i dont wanna give in, maybe i should fix the situation unless there isnt a situation to fix and im the ones thats just trippen..this shit is confusing me..mixed emotions, not the business.
im just gonna have to get over this.
i need to focus on what i came here to do..go to school, get an education, etc.

busy schedule, time management, hopefully it all works out.

thats basically all i had to say.

going home friday, pretty excited (=

its the homies birthday on tuesday but hes not even gonna be here WOW good one
so much for the surprise AHAHAH. ohwell. I STILL HAVE A PRESENT FOR YOU THOUGH
cuz im sucha good friend right? yessssss (= lol

thats all for now.
kbye! <3LYS

More to come (=